the date is getting nearer and nearer each day
time pass soo fast =(
7moreDays, he will be leaving Singapore to Australia
for holiday trip with his family
Really cant bear to let him go
but it's a family trip so i wan him to go
although he only will be away for a week
but to me is quite long cos it's holiday period
and i have to job to occupy my time
thurs, we have lesson to attend and
right after school, he have to rush home immediately
as his flight is at 7pm if im not wrong
2hours before have reach airport and check in
so we are only able to see each other for just awhile
really only awhile *sobs*
dunno how to face next thurs
wanna let him leave happily with no worries
but im afraid im not strong enough to keep my tears till he left me
have been crying almost every night
this few night cant sleep
have been thinking alot alot
cant imagine my life without him around
but later or sooner still have to face it cos he need to serve NS in future
cant hear his voice
cant feel him
cant see him
cant hug him
cant kiss him
cant receive his goodnights and goodmorning sms
gonna miss him dam lotsss
baby will wait for you no matter how far u are and how long u are away
baby really love you alot
i love you more than anything
you are my precious, my happiness, my everything
this few days, hubby also cant really slp
he also have been thinking quite alot
we have talk alot about what we think too
he told me future is unpredictable
just take one step at a time
i start to feel scare
scare that the future is not what we want
but we believe tat we can lasts forever
just wanna cherish what i have now
cherish and spend every moment with him happily
keep all the happy memories and throw away all unhappy memories
**FutureIsUnpredictableButIBelieveWeCanCreateOurFuture**
