EverythingAboutYou...

it was you..

who make my heart hurt
who make me cry
who bring sadness to me

who make me so touched
who make my life so happening
who bring me happiness
who make me so devoted to you
who make me wanna marry you
who make me wont give up easily

everything in my life is just about you
never regret falling for you

you have some imperfection which i don't like
but all the things you do just cover all your imperfection
and make you so perfect to me
it was you who i love
my eternity love

my heart only have one aim and thats you
always awaiting for the day
iloveyou, hubby

Random

haha. saw the print screen above

i drew this for my boy

cause i realize that he's going army soon

like in a year time?

trying to imagine how he look like when he botak

will his head looks big?

still as yandao as before?

no matter what, in my eyes you will always be so yandao

2weeks June Holiday

will be quite busy during the 2weeks holiday

3-5 june will b having sports camp

11-14 will be working at IT SHOW

(anyone getting macbook come NUBOX to look for SERENE) haha

will be going genting with hubby and his family if possible

hope im able to go (:

tell me that you love me

tell me that you care

tell me that you need me

i'll be there

i'll be there waiting for you

i will always love you
i will always stay true

there's no one

who loves you like i do

come to me now

i will never leave you

i will stay here with you

through the good and bad

i will stand true

i'm so in love with you

this is a song lyrics

wanna tell my boy that that i will always be there for you no matter what

i will never leave you cause you're my only one

Awaitingfortheday *loves

W64A : My Fun Classmates

Missing the Moments

it's been long that me and boy go out for a date
or just the two of us
also very long didnt take pics together le
the very last time i think was 1st yr anni

everyday we stay back in school with friends
he will play foosball and i will either see him play or use lappy
sometimes i really don like him playing foosball all times cos i felt neglected
as they will spend long hours playing it non-stop
but i wont stop him from playing cause i can hear his laughter and see him smile

i really miss the sweet lovely moment together just with him

sometimes i really wonder...
maybe im thinking too much so i din really bother so much

sometimes i have the urge of asking him
but i dunno whether i should anot
cause i scare after i ask he will misunderstand me
so i will not ask cause i trust you, hubby

holiday is coming in one week time
2weeks holiday only, rather short
on the 2nd week holiday, boy and me will be busy working
he couldnt pei me work IT show cause his work date clashes with it
1week cant see him but he promise to find time meet up (:

hubby, baby really miss the moment just the two of us
hope there's no secrets between us and you told me everything
love hearing words from you which is from the bottom of your heart
im always happy being with you by my side *loves*

HAPPY
13TH
MONTH
ANNIVERSARY
HUBBY!

Love you so so much
muackssss

I LOVE HIM



hubby is feeling weak now
hope he won't really fall sick *worry*

Wanna tell my boy:
the feeling i had for you is undescribable
feeling so blessed and fortunate to have you
my heart is so small that i only have you
every moment with you is so wonderful
wanna takecare of you forever
wanna stay in your heart eternity
wanna be the girl you wan
you are the last guy who i wanna love
and stays in my heart eternity
all i wanna say is
I Love You More Than Anyone Else

I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS

i really miss the time we play vball together

going overseas trip together

having so much fun and laughters

just miss them so much

*misses*

everyone of us are busy with our work

but hope to have girls talk again soon

loves you all <3

jealous? me and wifey are kissing..haha

love her so much <3

TRUST



today i made a mistake AGAIN
i insulted you over small matter
for not asking and yet expecting you to say something first

in a relationship, there MUST have TRUST
no TRUST, things will just keep happen again and again
and it won't last as long as you want
but what i can say is that i really never don't trust you

i told myself i got to trust you no matter what
cause i wan this relationship to go on
i know you won't do anything behind my back
bcos you love me

i dunno why, whenever you are unhappy or what
my mind will be very messy, dunno what to do
i just cant keep myself calm

you told me before, everything i do affects you alot alot
now i wanna tell you this too
everything you do affects me alot alot too
when im unhappy, you will also unhappy
so do i, cause both of us jus wan each other to be happy

jus now at the bus stop you told me something
i really hope it isn't true
not i don't trust you, but for a girl or even you will also feel scare
at your house you also said something which hurts me
but i really hope what you have said is all a word of anger

i wont blame you for saying all these
cause when one is angry they will just say anything
but they don't mean it
maybe sometimes being with me, you really don't feel happy

both of us wanted to be with each other happily eternity
but we really don't know how far we can go at this rate
i really wan to stable down our relationship
幸福真得不容易

everything have to depends on both parties
both have to hold on strongly, compromise, trust, persistent, etc
it takes two hands to clap

not everytime, we can see/realize what our loved one had did for us
we can't blame anyone for it
cause everyone have their own weaknesses
and the time when they jus miss it out without knowing

today i read YF's blog and i agreed to what she said
why dwell over the past we had before when we choose to move on and cont with the path we have choose

both of us hurt each other before in the past
and i believe everyone will make mistake but all got to depends whether they know their mistake and turn over a new leaf

i know the past i have given you is a very hurtful and bad one
but i know my mistake and promised that i won't commit this mistake again
i really regret and i really wish that i can bring the time back
but what is done, is done ):

the hurt you gave me can't compare to the hurt i gave you
it's a scar i have give you in your heart
i know it's impossible for you to remove the scar away
but i really hope what i have done can slowly heal the scar

everything takes time
step by step
it can't be rush and i can't be so eager

i know i have said many times sorry till you are sick and tired of it
but this time and the last arguement we had
i really go think and reflected on it

i still need some time to learn how to control myself
i won't expect so much from you like the past
all i expect is ur smile, ur true happy smile

every words you said and expressions you gave do affects me alot
every smile from you is just so important to me
i really want to stable down our relationship
you really mean alot to me
you're my everything
i trust you and i mean it
iloveyou, teebonsan

Love

the past few weeks really alot of things happen between me and boy

but we are still holding on

due to my sensitiveness and jealousness cause myself have no trust in my boy =(

i was like controlling him too much and tie him too tight which cause him wan to have freedom so much

after the last incident, i reflected and think of all incidents

everything happen just because of TRUST

now everything is back on track and we are doing fine

Thanks hubby for everything *loves

hubby will be very stress and tired over his FYP..

so i will try not to bother him so much or even give him any stress

i will give him all my support and encourage him (:

boy fall sick le ):

later after school going over to find him

hope he will recover soon (:

i'm sorry for everything i have done to you..

i hurt you once again, didnt realize all you did is just for me

giving me secure and not let me think so much and get unhappy over small matters

i almost lose you and i don't want it to happen again

iloveyou hubby

Girlfriends

Girlfriends = Kelly Ang, Berlin, Cecilia, LiMei and Ann

it has been weeks that we girlfriends nvr meet up for lunch together

everyone have their own work to busy on and friends to have lunch with

feeling that we are falling apart or going further

if girlfriends happen to view this post

i just wan to say i miss the closeness, fun and laughters we have

do meet up for lunch one day (:

i miss you girlssss

Cypher Retreat Sentosa 2009

25th april and 2nd may had cypher retreat held at sentosa

first sat was quite fun, alot of ppl went too

second sat nth much..quite bored cause not alot of ppl went

lazy to upload pics so you guys can go my facebook to have a look

all taken on first sat, second sat no pics cos no camera..haha