28th October 2009
Random~

just submitted my PP

PP advisor keep ask me rework

rework also never say what i need to rework in details =.=

today my facilitator ask

What makes you happy?

i think some of us never really go think about it

giving a thought on it ...

i think what makes me happy is being with my loved one together everyday

getting marry, have our own family

having my own interest career too =D

i know its still far cos im still studying in poly

but time flies

soon i will graduate from poly

and my hubby will be in NS =(

cant think of any to blog about

so i will stop here first

take care my dear Cherlyn

don worry soo much

She will be fine
cheer up k? *smile(:

being with you eternity
will be the best part of my life

26th Oct 2009
Am I Being Selfish?

now the time is 3.06am and im here blogging

couldn't get myself fall asleep

i'm tired, having headache too

but just can't sleep, dunno why =(

thing keep running in my mind

he told me thing on sat, but i pretended to hear nothing

i did not response or answer him

in the night aft night safari, thing did not turn out very good

when we reach his house, i was thinking

am i being selfish? maybe?

suddenly i thought of tat day we went for movie and shopping

wanted to watch Halloween2 but it was fully occupied

so i said we watch it some other day

but now i think i will miss that movie

don't know he remember about it anot

don wanna remind him too, cos i know he can't do anything

they won't change the movie just for me too

sat night before sleep i asked him 1question

i was feeling kinda sad

i'm like controlling too much?

but i don't know whether i can let go abit anot

i'm afraid if i let go abit, he might feel that i neglect him

like don't want care about him

guess im not gonna try that, it's hard for me too =(

he feel like going, so i don't think i should say a NO

its his freedom too

3.25am le, i should go try and get some sleep

nights peep =D

things will not always be the way you want it to be

24th Oct 2009
Reasons? IDon'tKnow

woke up early today as my relatives are coming over to my place

to baibai(pray) as today is my grandma's death date

feeling very tired =(

last night slept at 5am

actually i got a few things i really don't like

don't ask me the reason, i also dunno how to say =X

sometimes i would close one eye open one eye

but ended up myself feeling so not good

sometimes i don't mind using my unhappiness exchange ur happiness

but now i not so da fang in certain ways 

dunno why also, just don't like, don't feel good also

but sometimes there's really nothing i can do to prevent it

or i don't know what to do or how to express myself out

i won't say what things

but i believe who will like it

ytd he told me about it

i wasn't happy and he knew it

but he promise to tell me everything

sorry that i can't control, cos i really don't like it

tried to be happy in front of you

u did cheer me up but after you left, feeling unhappy again

but good thing is it did not last long

but today =(

hao ba..stop all my unhappiness..

later bringing my hubby to Night Safari for the Halloween Night

He is excited cause he say it's his first time

cute uh? hope later we can have great time without all above =D

stay tune to my next post

Night Safari Halloween =DDD

Feelings?  

every Tuesday is my day off

so i will go hubby's place every tuesday (:

didnt start my day good yesterday ):

wasn't feeling good

reason being cause of some small matter

dunno why i will feel sad

whenever i know he is getting more buddy in his BL

happily chatting off with his bl

adding each other in facebook and msn

guess i'm feeling jealous?

being sensitive again

had arguement with him ytd

it has been long we argue/quarrel

sort things out too i guess?

he promised me to inform me everything

hope he keep his promises

hope it will affect our relationship after arguement

hope things won't change and get better =D

went thru all our photos and his photos

have lots of feelings, emotions and thoughts

but all i know is

i don wanna lose him again in life/love

you really mean alot to me

okay lets not talk about sad matter

recently i started playing cafe world in facebook

cause hubby's mama and both sisters were playing

and his mama play until like very fun so i joined them

she will set alarm to remind her that her food is cooked

and if she is not at home, she will call home and ask them help her 

cute right? haha

hubby ytd just join us play cafe world

played with him awhile last night before heading to bed

this sat bringing my dear hubby to Night Safari

as he wanted to go for the Halloween event

will blog again for sat activities =DD

no one will know 

how deep i fall for you

how important you are to me

nothing can describe my love for you

17th Oct 2009

Happy 18th Monthsary Hubby!

i love you lots lots

muackiesss~

Sad? Angry? 

slept at 4plus 5am last night

was editing my PP

wanted to go out today

but woke up late and hubby's HT end late too

so didnt go out cos its late alrdy

was very sad, angry, i dunno

just feel very sian

anyways this 2photos is day1 of semester 2

same class as berlin

kelly and cecilia class was right beside my class =D

F1 photos still haven got it

its with teebonsan, hubby

I WANT GO OUT SHOPPING !!!! (F3 F4)

5th October 2009

Year2 Semester2

new semester new class again

in the same class as Berlin Dear, FM and minah =D

at least i have someone who i know in class

or else it will be super bored

couldn't slp last night, used to slp late

only able to fall aslp around 4am

hubby slept at 5plus =(

new class was very quiet and boring =X

no one discussing in my team

i did my research and worksheet but im still lost

dunno what today's problem really want

now falling aslp, very tired and boring

hope the class will be more active and fun after afew lessons =)

24th Sept 2009
Hubby's Papa Birthday 

as you can see from the photos below

you guys should know where we went

i shall not say much

lets the photos do all the talking =D

once again

Happy Birthday to Hubby's Papa !

it was a enjoyable day 

always so fun and happy being with his family 

loves loves~

why are there people who will never be satisfied?

the changes i made

the things i do

they are always not satisfied

always like to nag at me

shout at me

why cant they just appreciate what i have done

i help them so much

cant they see the changes and be satisfied by it

my toleration do have limit

once it really reaches the top of my limit

i will leave

you dont care about my feelings

why must i keep care and think of your feelings

why must i bother so much

you are just making me hate you more

making me dont wanna stay any longer

i dont see the point of staying 

either you appreciate or just leave me alone

i will leave one day if this continue