Am I Being Selfish?
now the time is 3.06am and im here blogging
couldn't get myself fall asleep
i'm tired, having headache too
but just can't sleep, dunno why =(
thing keep running in my mind
he told me thing on sat, but i pretended to hear nothing
i did not response or answer him
in the night aft night safari, thing did not turn out very good
when we reach his house, i was thinking
am i being selfish? maybe?
suddenly i thought of tat day we went for movie and shopping
wanted to watch Halloween2 but it was fully occupied
so i said we watch it some other day
but now i think i will miss that movie
don't know he remember about it anot
don wanna remind him too, cos i know he can't do anything
they won't change the movie just for me too
sat night before sleep i asked him 1question
i was feeling kinda sad
i'm like controlling too much?
but i don't know whether i can let go abit anot
i'm afraid if i let go abit, he might feel that i neglect him
like don't want care about him
guess im not gonna try that, it's hard for me too =(
he feel like going, so i don't think i should say a NO
its his freedom too
3.25am le, i should go try and get some sleep
nights peep =D
things will not always be the way you want it to be
