My Only Happiness...



always loving you
always missing you
always thinking of you

you are always on my mind
always in my heart

only you understand me
know what i want
know what im thinking
know what it takes to make me happy

only you can give me the long term true happiness
the happiness that i want
and i believe you will always do

IWillAlwaysLoveYouEternity

H1N1 in RP...

just now my dear boy bought my favourite ice cream and snacks
lays classic and ben&jerry ice cream
woohoo~!

gonna have abit of it later
cause it can cheer me up
loves loves

just receive a news about H1N1 in RP
now there are 9cases of H1N1 in RP
AND
ONLY YEAR ONES are having holiday

what is RP thinking????
whole school is air-con interlink and the virus will spread very fast
but they are only letting year ones to stop schooling currently

NYP is having extended holiday due to H1N1
hope RP will also faster take actions of letting us stop schooling currently after they have settle and clean the whole RP
or else there will definitely have more people getting H1N1

Family & Love

i know it was me who...

hurt you
make you disappointed
make you sad
make you cry
make you feel betrayed
make you vex
make you feel stress

i know sometimes i may hurt you unintentionally without knowing it
im sorry!

this 2weeks, my heart keep aching...
alot of things keep coming in my mind
had alot of thoughts too

in people's eyes i may be a very bad person
but my heart isn't
people do make mistakes but they will also change if they realize and have the heart to change
i do make mistakes and i will also change

in my life, there are 3groups of people that are very important to me
family, bf and friends...
strangers look at me, may think im a bad person or they heard rumours
i don't really care...

but i don't wish those impt people in my life to look at me in this way
it really hurt , really...

we can't judge people from the surface of the book
we must see through a person's heart before making conclusion of a person

now i understand how those people feel when they are having the same problems
i really don't wish those impt people in my life to judge me from the surface
or keep think im always the past me, wont change

what i can say is that, im no longer the past me already
it also don't take one night to change too..(hope my family would understand)
it really hurt when i know you are judging me from the past
and not realizing the little change of mine

don't expect too much from me or keep giving stress

it really hurts me alot when i know people are looking at me in a negative way

hope after saying out everything today, things will change and i will feel better (:
look forward and be positive...
jiayou serene!

i really love my family and my boyfriend

22 June 2009
Happy Chinese Birthday Daddy

today is my daddy chinese birthday
his birthday was actually on 10July

we gonna celebrate today
mama say dinner buy KFC
woohoo~
im going to buy cake for my dearest daddy ^^

JustWannaLoveMyBoyEternity

21 June 2009
Happy Fathers' Day

reached home around 5plus
planning to play game and surf net when im at home
but my noob internet connection keep got problem
dunno why also, make me so pissed off =(

mama cook western food for dinner with miso soup
yummy yummy~

nothing much happen
but i wanna say thanks daddy for all the care and being understanding to me (:

18 June 2009
AiZhen & Elton's Wedding

firstly i wanna congrats them on their big day ^^
the bride and groom are so pretty and handsome
i was one of the "jiemei" to make the groom do forfeits
before letting him in to meet the bride
haha..quite fun as it is my first time

went back to sch for UT at 3plus
meet hubby after my UT and accompany him awhile before i leave
cos i have wedding dinner later on

was feeling so envy
during the dinner, there are two videos played
first is the animation of how they met and get together
second is the moment of them when they are young till the day he propose
the videos is funny and touching
second march in they sang the song "lian ai pin yu"
so sweet~ haha

had lots of thoughts in my mind
but i think its not the time to say it out (:

LoveMyBoySoMuch

17 June 2009
Party World

went party world with my boy, alouis and limei GF
the singing session was fun
very long nvr hear my boy sing

limei GF was like so high
end up all of us high with her
jumping and dancing on the sofa
singing loudly without using mic
haha

went to catch movie with my boy after my UT
watched "Ghost of Girlfriends Past"
not bad afterall

after that went to shops to look for dress
for the wedding dinner tml
hubby choose for me and i trust his taste (:

took alot of photos
i shall let the photos do the talking (:

camwhore after my UT in rp's toilet.. lol..

Party World photos (:

there are more photos

all are in my facebook, can drop by to take a look ^^

today i really enjoyed myself alot

once again Happy 14th Monthsary to my love

Happy 14th Monthsary My Love

wanna wish my hubby
happy 14th monthsary

thanks for making this day to happen

although now you may look fine but i know in your heart, it isn't
baby really hope you will tell me everything
like if i do anything you don't like can just tell me
just like how i did
but i will still take note of my actions

feel like asking you over and spend the whole night with me

just wanna tell my boy that

i have changed
no longer the past serene
my heart tells me, i only love you and need you alot
only wanna be with you eternity
i also wanna settle down with you
hubby trust me
no matter what i do
i only love you
i will not commit the same mistakes again
i cant live without you
you're my everything, my life

iloveyou, tbs
i promise

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯的多 爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

people out there may think you are a fool
you may think you are also a fool
forgiving me again and again

im sorry that i hurt you again
but i really don have that intention and thinking
i only know i love you
in my heart only have you
no one else can replace you in my heart

i will take note of my actions
put you into my shoes
sorry hubby
iloveyou

**I Promise**

Finally Over...



4days of PC show is finally over
but i still cant get the rest that i wanted
cos now im in school having lesson
school starts and having UT everyday except tues ):

now im like dying already
having sore throat, flu, abit cough, headache...

this time definitely and alot better than the previous show
i earn 2times more than March show
was very lucky to meet customers getting more than 1set

was very tiring during the past 4days
really wish that he can be by my side with me
how i wish i can hug him

overslept just now and im late for class
meet boy together go school cos he is late too

Finally i get to see him ((:
miss him soo soo much
simply just miss his everything

felt different ):
maybe im tired and thinking much
hope later everything will be back to the same before i work (:

took afew photos during work
will upload it once i got it

boy i really miss you alot
keep thinking of you
wanted to hug and kiss you so much
spending the whole night with you
ily

JiaYou Serene (:

has been working for the past 2days
still got 2more days to go...
its very tiring but i have to bear with it as i want to earn more

missing my boy alot
he has been spending time with his friends the past 2days
today he came down with friends to look for me awhile
was feeling very happy to see him (:
but i was busy at that time so didnt really take a good look at him ):

wanted to see him so much
hug him, kiss him
jus miss his gentle sweet care and everything

i always wonder whenever it happen
is it common for a couple to have no topic to chat about?
i really don like it whenever it happen
just feel weird and thinking why

im feeling very tired now
abit feel like giving up on working
feel like spending the last 2 days of holiday with him ):

i just wish ...
i just hope ...

maybe im too tired and thinking too much as in being sensitive or what ?
i dunno..
maybe i jus need you to show more care to me ba

i know you care for me
giving me alot of mental support
missing me alot

boy, i really miss you alot too
miss your everything
hope to be able to hug you tightly now
and get physical support from you now

hubby, i really need you

9th June 2009

West Coast Park

went WCP for a walk and wind breeze

as i wasnt feeling happy that day

hubby accompanied me and he was the one who cheer me up

dunno why once i see him, i feel so happy and naturally i will smile

he is really the one, i know he can give me happiness in the future

feeling alot better after meeting him

feel so relax while enjoying the wind

after that headed to jurong point for dinner

eyed on one adidas hoodie which i wanted

hubby and i also eyed on one couple rings

i think its unique and nice (:

tml will be starting to work at IT show

anyone interested of getting iMac or MacBook do come suntec level 6 Nubox to look for ME (: hehe

wont have the time to spend with hubby le ):

but hubby promised to come down look for me (:

gonna try my best to earn as much as i can

Jiayou Serene!

cant bear to leave you just now

must takecare when im not around with you

must take every meals and drink lots of water

baby gonna miss you super lots

iloveyou

everything is so perfect with you around * loves

Sports Camp 2009

these are all the photos i got currently
i not sure whether there's more to come
if interested do go my facebook and take a look (:

Moodless...

do they really know how i feel?
do they know what i really want?
do they understand me?

they just don't know me yet giving me so much stress
im not a suspect, not a criminal..
i just hate everything now...

only hubby and friends can give me the happiness that i want
only they understand me and know what i want
this is why i love being with them

Thanks hubby for always being here for me *loves

There goes my 1week holiday...

i shall just briefing talk about my first week holiday due to my laziness =X

i'm back home now after so many days
went for sports camp
overall quite fun and my partner is my hubby (:

watched Monster VS Aliens yesterday with them
it's cute and quite nice

After tat went to leon's house for mahjong
first time playing with them and i won ((:
beginner's luck ^^

took afew photos will upload when i got them

sometimes i think...

do you know what's in my mind?
do you know how i feel?
do you know what i really want?

maybe im being paranoid again
feeling unsecure
missing the closeness

maybe you are tired and im thinking too much
i don't know

sometimes i really wonder...

what's in your mind?
what are you thinking?
how are you feeling?

nothing happen but why am i feeling and thinking so much
really hate it alot but i cant stop myself from all these

sometimes i just need you to say
"i love you, baby and i really do"
"no one can change my love for you and im faithfully truly in love with you"

some of you may think it's mushy or unnecessary
but to girls it means alot to them especially when im having such feelings
say it out from the bottom of your heart
don say it just for the sake of saying it

loving you is what i want
having you, your heart, your love is what i need

i just miss your everything although we are together at all times

Finally...

today finally got the chance to go dating with my boy

im so so so happy! =D

we went cine to get movie tickets first

headed down to bugis for dinner and abit of shopping

went to the new shopping mall beside bugis street

it's very big but nothing much currently

had dinner at asian's kitchen

hubby bought a polo T and a bermunders (sorry for wrong spelling) =X

Nice Nice~

after that went to simlim square to get my mouse

and finally i bought a mouse

like it alot..Thanks hubby (:

headed back cine for our movie

terminator salvation~

both of us were quite tired and i fell aslp in e middle of the movie =X

it's a nice movie, worth to watch ^^

both of us enjoy alot and very happy (((:

love hubby soooo much!

NeverRegretFallingForYou *loves