SORRY HUBBY !!!
during all these periods, me and boyf realli met alot of obstacles and problems
we both still holding on tight and he changed and start to cherish and treat me better
yet me, changed and din know how to cherish
i never put myself into boyf's shoes
never go think that what if he did all these to me
how would i feel
what will i do
how will i think
he really did change to a very good boyf
know what to do and his limits
being so faithful and truthful to me
i'm already 18 yet my thinking still not mature
so i must learn to look things at a bigger pic
learn to be independent
be a grown up girl
think maturely
i will show my love, care, concern, being faithful and everything to you
you are just someone sooo special that i dun wanna lose
i realize how much i love you
how much i need you
someone who i wanna spend my life with
someone who i wanna care
someone who i wanna cherish and not lose
you are my EVERYTHING
bring fun and laughter to me
know how to cheer me up
know what i'm thinking
i swear to god
I WILL NOT COMMIT THESE MISTAKES AGAIN
I realised my mistakes and promise that this will never happen again
I REALLY LOVE HIM ALOT AND DUN WISH TO LOSE HIM.
IM REALLY SORRY HUBBY
Words to Boyf :
I'm sincerely sorry for what i have done to you. I cause alot of hurts and sadness to you. Now i have no rights or position to say anything. Now i know what i want and i MUST learn to grow up and thinking maturely. I don want to end this relationship. Thanks for being so forgiving, understanding and giving me one more chance to change back.
I just wanna tell you, which is really from the bottom of my heart
I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER DO ALL THESE AGAIN IN MY LIFE