HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY HUBBY!! 

here's your birthday song

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUBBY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! 

hehe..hubby old 1yr again le..

seems like i just celebrate your 20th birthday! haha..

hope you will enjoy your day with me today and tomorrow

LOVE YOU! MUACKS~

LoveJeffTBS <3

It will never change the Me in You

AND AND AND

You will never able to understand how hurt it is

This few days/week has been busy planning for hubby's 21st 

Its my first time putting in sooooo much effort and feeling so stress

In my 20years of life, this is the first time i book a chalet (: 

Have been losing sleep and have can't concentrate on studies too

Anyways, i wanna thanks to all my friends who helped me

and Thanks CHERLYN DEARIE accompany me all  the way down to pasir ris just to book the chalet after a tiring school day.. appreciated <3

can say the thing i stress most has settled but not fully

i guess the rest of the things can settled easily 

ohya! there's one more thing i need to stress over too =(

but whatever it is, i'm doing it for my loved one so it's worth it

i wanna make a memorable 21st for him but i cant promise

it can't be a very perfect one too 

people around me will know how much effort i put in for his 21st 

also know how tired and stress i am as they can see it from their eyes

calling here and there, asking around, and i have did whatever i can to hunt down all chalet in singapore

BUT! July is soooo fully packed *disappointment*

Tomorrow i'm going to let my hair down to enjoy SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG'S CONCERT!!!

WOOOOHOOO~~~~

cant wait for it man.. excited~ OMG OMG OMG~ HAHA! (: 

*you will nvr know how hurt it is to know that i'm this type of person to you*

LoveJeffTBS <3

HAPPY 25th MONTHSARY HUBBY! <3

LoveJeffTBS<3

i always thought that the changes in me do make you happier and make this relationship better 

beside the coldness i have given you 

i thought what i expect to get from you won't be too much from what i have expected from you the past 1year plus 

but i think i'm wrong and things turn complicated

maybe is the way i handle things 

you may not know the real reasons behind it 

things aren't clear at all

misunderstanding here and there
but hubby, i know you are doing it for love

whenever i'm missing you

i will take my hoodie to smell your perfume smell

i will on my itouch to listen to my favourite song you sing that i have recorded that day

i will read all the smses you have sent me

i will hug the 2bears you bought for me to sleep

i will do whatever things that makes me feel like you are beside or nearby me

i appreciate the effort you have done for me

thanks hubby <3

our characters and personalities are different 

but there's one important that is common within us

is that we are crazy in love with each other

LoveJeffTBS <3

just read one blog post and ...

I believe there will be one day for the changes

and you will understand it one day too

I will wait for the day and hope there will really be a day 

LoveJeffTBS <3

49 Sweetest Things To Do With Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend
 

1.    Back rubs/massages.

2.    French Kiss.

3.    Whisper to each other.

4.    Skinny dip.

5.    Hold hands.

6.    Buy gifts for each other.

7.    Roses.

8.    Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you’re together.

9.    Kiss at every chance you get.

10.    Lightly kiss their collarbone and their jawbone just below the ear, then whisper I love you.

11.    Hugs are the universal medicine.

12.    Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13.    Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14.    Tell her that she’s the only girl you ever want. Don’t lie.

15.    Spend every second possible together.

16.    Tell her that she doesn’t have to do anything she doesn’t want to. And mean it.

17.    Look into each other’s eyes.

18.    Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

19.    When in public, only flirt w/ each other.

20.    Put love notes in their pockets when they aren’t looking.

21.    Buy her a ring.

22.    PDA = Public Display of Affection.

23.    Take advantage of any time alone together.

24.    Tell her about how you answered every question in math with her name.

25.    Let her sit on your lap.

26.    Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and fingers, and cheeks, and collarbones, and hands, and ears.

27.    Always hold her around her hips/sides.

28.    Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

29.    Unless you can feel their heart beating, you aren’t close enough.

30.    Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

31.    Break every one of your parent’s relationship rules for them.

32.    Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes.

33.    Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

34.    Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

35.    Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few hours.

36.    Ride home and call them.

37.    Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

38.    Brush her hair out of her face for her.

39.    Hang out with his/her friends.

40.    Learn from each other and don’t make the same mistake twice.

41.    Everyone deserves a second chance.

42.    Make sacrifices for each other.

43.    Really love each other, or don’t stay together.

44.    Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren’t thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45.    Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46.    Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

47.    Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

48.    Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

49.    Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, “Sweet dreams.”

LoveJeffTBS <3

5th May 2010
FINALLY MY TURN~

today finally its my turn to meet him up

3days off and he got activities with his buddies 

so only today den can meet dao him 

Nothing much also, nothing special, just normal 

got happy, sad, unhappy, angry 

went to watch IP MAN 2!!!!

ITS SUPER NICE~!!

and i enjoyed his accompany =D

no photos taken, 

if im not wrong the very last tym we take photo is redang trip ba

LoveJeffTBS <3

there's nothing i can do neither can i say anything

i swear it has nothing got to do with that person 

no one knows the meaning of it even my closest deariess

yesterday i hug our jacket everywhere i go 

i hugged and smelled it as it got your house smell

it makes me feel that you are near me

even i reach home i still hug it all the time 

even when i'm sleeping last night till now in class

LoveJeffTBS <3

At that moment, i can feel you

How I Wish That Moment Would Stay

LoveJeffTBS <3

hope everything is over and i wish you will ...

LoveJeffTBS <3

once i so call choose to "let go"

i think i have to really "let go"

cause even when i sometimes ask more or what

this is wad i get (i will not say what it is)

it hurts me for doing it

i am going against me

But i'm happy to see you just now even its just afew minutes
BECAUSE

LoveJeffTBS <3

21st April 2010
ANGRY SAD!!!

ytd night went to cut my fringe at the salon tat dearie wx always go 

told the auntie what i want and she say she knows

end up she cut her OWN STYLE and NOT WHAT I REQUESTED!!!!

i'm soooooo sad and angry about the auntie

done cutting, she still can talk so much and i told her its not what i want

SHE STILL CAN TALK SO MUCH GIVING ME SO MUCH EXCUSES!!!!

feel like saying her but i hold back 

now i only can wait for my hair to grow longer 

regretted cutting over there, should have spend a little more at sandstorm to get what i want 

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!! 

SAD SAD SAD!!!! 

i want hide at home and not go out~

SOOO UGLY NOW!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

LoveJeffTBS <3

To you I'm this kind of person and it's will always be

cause you will never change the impression you had for me

even though i don't have that meaning at all  

there's one question i feel like asking you 
but i do not have the chance

BUT 

LoveJeffTBS <3

THIS IS WHAT I WANT US  TO BE

SO...

HOLD ON TO ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO

CAUSE...

LoveJeffTBS <3

HAPPY 2YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST HUBBY~!! 

Finally we are together for 2yrs already but seems like we have been together for many many years..hahaha

Really love being by your side, having your warmth hug, love, care, kisses and everything

You will always be my only love

Just wanna be with you eternity

LoveJeffTBS <3

16th April 2010
Schoooooool...

ytd was my first day of class for year 3

everything was pretty alright, nothing much happen 

just that im feeling soooo tired and sleepy 

went west mall to have dinner with love <3

Today lesson was fun as we have some activities in class

like promoting products to each other

and im happy with my team 

as i know everyone of them in my team =DDDD

Weeeee~ 

WoooOooHOooOoOOOoooo...

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW!!!! 

LoveJeffTBS <3

13th April 2010
Rest And Enjoy!

Finally get to rest and enjoy my last 3days before sch starts

has been busy working everyday for weeks 

didnt get to see him and

quite alot of unhappy and sad things happen too ='(

my schedule and class is out

OFF DAY IS ON WED! 

and SAME CLASS WITH QUITE AFEW OF EX-CLASSMATES! =D

its a good new as i wont feel strange in class without anyone i know

have been thinking alot and realize quite alot of things

there's lots of question marks too

maybe its the long period for not meeting up and didnt contact much 

so there's changes here and there

but i really don't like the changes

once sch starts, i guess we wont be able to meet up often too

wont get to know what u doing or what

i will be busy with my sch works and he will be busy working

JUST HOPE THE LOVE AND MISSES WONT FADE AWAY 

just read a blog post 

its about her emotions and feelings of his boyf enlist to NS and wont be able to see each other for 17days

after reading, i think we should cherish every moments we can be together

cherish every moment which we can be together

i can understand her feelings some sort

i also cant imagine the day he is enlist

will i manage to fight my tears back? 

although there's months to go 

but time really flies~ 

4more days to our 2yrs anni =DD

these few days have been preparing something for him during work 

wondering what surprise or plan he have..HAHA! 

okay, i will stop here..

later will be going out with him

hope it will be a fun and enjoyable one =D

LoveJeffTBS <3

WORK~ WORK~ WORK~

is what im doing every single days

MISS~ MISS~ MISS~

is what im missing you every seconds

TIRED~ TIRED~ TIRED~

is what im gonna say 

WISH~ WISH~ WISH~

is what im gonna wish to see you and spend time with you

had my day ended sad =(

LoveJeffTBS <3

I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~

BABY REALLY MISS YOU ALOT~ =( 

8MORE DAYS TO GO~ 

LoveJeffTBS <3

21st -25nd March 2010
Our First Holiday Trip~

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

i'm back from my holiday trip with my beloved! =D

guess where we have gone to 

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LAGUNA REDANG~!!

HAHA! its a place i have wanted to go since young after watching one drama that is film over there

the sea view is AWESOME! 

hot and windy~

once you reached there, you will have a very relax and comfortable feelings

the sea water is so clear that you can see fishes swimming around

Now, let me tell you how long is the journey

Its 9HOURS OF BUS and 2HOURS OF FERRY!!!!

my poor hubby nearly puked

i wont puked but feel very giddy

when we buy our tickets, the blur cock staff still say its only 45MINS of ferry!!!!

Now, i will let you guys know what we did over there =D

First Day!

check in at around 12noon 

had our lunch buffet 

headed back room to prepare for our sun tan session 

around 0245pm, went to rent the snorkeling equipments which is 30rm each person 

snorkeling trip was nice, MUST TRY!

you can see super alot of different species of fishes 

can take photos and feed the fishes too 

after snorkeling, went back to bathe and explore around the island

had buffet dinner and went to recreation corner to play pool and board games 

Second Day!

woke up early dunno what time to have our buffet breakfast 

wanted to go marine park for snorkeling but we are lazy =X

slack in room till noon and went to our sun tan session 

THE SEA WAVES THERE ARE BIG!!! SCARY~ 

had ICE KACHANG by the sea..NICE RIGHT? HAHA! 

buffet dinner again~ 

went to KTV to sing, play pool and drink~

Relaxing uh! 

AND ITS THE FIRST TIME HUBBY DRINK LIQUOR!! xD

Third Day!

skip our breakfast buffet as we couldn't wake up =X

but we had our lunch buffet

headed for our sun tan session again, this time i didnt tan

my fair fair hubby apply so much sun tanned oil still won't tanned 

so this time he didnt apply and HE FINALLY GOT TANNED!  -.-

weirdo~ HAHA! 

i found a poor dead fish on the shore, we tried to save it but its too late =(

had ICE KACHANG again, this time is EACH PERSON ONE CUP! 

WOohooOo~ It's so nice to have ICE KACHANG by the sea.. COOLING~ 

had dinner buffet and headed to KTV AGAIN! 

we ordered something different this time

we try LONG ISLAND AND SEX ON THE BEACH =D

went back early that night because our ferry is 6.30AM!!!

SUPER EARLY LO! =(

hubby slept first as he is not feeling really well with his WHOLE BODY RED! HAHAH!

you should know why red..xD

Helped him to packed and charged all his stuffs =D

BYEBYE LAGUNA REDANG!

its a very nice place to relax, chill with friends

a romantic place to go with your love one

also a very nice place for you to emo and think/sort things out

didn't really think alot over there

cause i just want to relax and he also don't want me to think about it anymore

OKAY, NOW I WILL POST SOME PHOTOS HERE 

you guys also can view it through my facebook

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=43869&id=1608941988#!/album.php?aid=43869&id=1608941988

Photos are not arrangement >< 

Thanks For Bringing Me To Such A Beautiful Place <3

and Making This Trip Possible

This is Our First Time Going Oversea Holiday Trip With Our Love 

And It Will Be The Most Memorable, Enjoyable And Happiest Memories

LoveJeffTBS <3

I know in this world there's no perfect person 

But there are definitely someone in your heart who is so perfect to you

the imperfections of someone makes them perfect to you 

Being with someone who is perfect, good-looking, humorous 

someone who can naturally attract people's attention 

you will feel stress and thinks that you doesn't suit the someone

cause you are not as perfect as them, not as talent as them

but i believe everyone will have something that attract opposite sex attention which you do not know

something that makes you perfect to the someone 

but i just cant find/discover anything about me that can make me perfect to the someone

neither did he told me too

he is really special to me

he treats me good

he is just so perfect to me

i know im a person who has no confident in myself 

i know im a person who is not perfect 

i know im a person who always thinks negative 

i know i get sensitive, jealous easily

is because i care, i love you 

the fear of losing you is always there

cause you are just so important to me in my life

you kept things to your heart and choose not to say it out

you know it will hurt me or what 

but this makes me more don't understand you and i do not know what you thinking too 

i know things happen again and again 

but sometimes i seriously can't control my emotions

it makes you say out all very nasty, hurtful words

i won't blame you but to blame myself 

those words you said sometimes just naturally flashes in my mind

my heart ache and i need some time to recover from it

i know you don't mean it to say all those words

there's a few times i'm thinking

isit common for a couple to have no topic to chat about?

isit because we have been together for so long?

or isit because we meet up too often?

and manymore ...

i think you will never get to know my feelings unless you have experience it in the situation as me 

Last but not least 

i really love the way you treat me with so much LOVES and taking Initiatives

LoveJeffTBS <3

i guess it

i know it 

i feel it

i sense it

but i cant do anything just to keep it to myself

don't ask me what is it

just let me keep it to myself 

All I Can Do Is To Have Confident, Faith and Trust

LoveJeffTBS <3

21st March 2010 
By Justin Bieber~

ONE TIME~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDzckeC14W0

FAVORITE GIRL~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4h38Kv_fls

LOVE ME~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5ba3pbn9KE&NR=1

Enjoy! (:

LoveJeffTBS <3

17th March 2010

HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY HUBBY! <3 

although we are busy working and unable to spend time together but our heart is always with each other 

hehe..LOVE YOU ALWAYS! MUACKS~ <3

last but not least 

UNIVERSAL STUDIO IS AWESOME! 

will upload photos soon soon =D

LoveJeffTBS <3

14th March 2010
Finally End Of 4Days~ 

firstly i wanna wish chris 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

today we gave him a surprise

by buying a cake and smash whipped cream on his face

HAHAHAHHA! 

im so innocent standing one side also got the cream too

thanks chris for the cream on my hair(:

this 4days really tiring but its worth it =D

didn't get to see hubby for 4days le =(

 and one last thing 

TML I'M GOING UNIVERSAL STUDIO TO ENJOY ALL RIDES FOR FREE!!!!! 

so excited although i need to reach there at 9am  

okay, i will end my post here.. 

going to bed soon

will upload the photos once i got it 

nights peeps! (:

missing you so much this few days ):

LoveJeffTBS <3

i dunno im jealous or what
just don feel good

im tired cant wait for IT show to end

10th March 2010
Working Hard Week 

last night couldn't really sleep

cried for the whole night and slept at 6am plus

i always thought i could be strong 

but not always.. i breakdown last night

whatever it is, im fine now =D

really looking forward to the day

HAHAHAHA! 

cant wait for it, feeling so excited

tomorrow i will be working for NUBOX again at IT SHOW 

4days, 11-14th march~ 

gonna try to get as many sales as possible! (:

So, if you are getting or your friends or whoever are interested, do come down level 4 Nubox to look for ME! =D

it has been long ever since me and boyf really spend time with each other

although we try to accompany each other for dinner whenever he/me is not working

BUT! 
i still miss the closeness and everything alot ='(

for the next 1week plus, we will be busy working

SO HUBBY, YOU MUST MISS ME AND JIAYOU O! <3
and if can, sms me more often okay? =D

LoveJeffTBS<3

8th March 2010
Independent

1week ago, my life starts to change

it has been one week, although im struggling but i still got boyf beside me

giving me support, taking care of me

can say, he has taken up the space u used to have in my life and heart

i have learn how to be independent without having you in my life

i may be happier but in my heart, it's still crying 

but i know im strong enough to get over and used to it soon 

i don't need to depends on you now

you live your life, i live mine 

this 1week really have to thanks boyf 

for taking care of me, giving me support and everything

he is the one who has been cheering me up and making the effort to accompany me even we are working or im working 

im very touched <3

at least i know no matter what happen, he will always be there for me

he can take care of me for the rest of my life 

bringing happiness, make me feel fortunate and blessed

i will not envy other people so much now 

cause everyone will have different life, be it bad or good

just live the life im destinated and stay happy 

there's definitely one thing that make you worth living on 

once again thanks hubby for everything you have done

ILOVEYOU! <3

LoveJeffTBS <3

3rd March 2010
A Little Update

 

As usual, busy working and off day will meetup with LOVE =D

this month both of us are really occupied with work

but we are planning something fun and exciting <3

hope everything goes smoothly

I got afew clear and cute photos of ACE AND PEANUT to share with you guys

HAHAHAHA!

 PEANUT!

ACE! <3

LoveJeffTBS <3