SORRY HUBBY !!!
during all these periods, me and boyf realli met alot of obstacles and problems
we both still holding on tight and he changed and start to cherish and treat me better
yet me, changed and din know how to cherish
i never put myself into boyf's shoes
never go think that what if he did all these to me
how would i feel
what will i do
how will i think
he really did change to a very good boyf
know what to do and his limits
being so faithful and truthful to me
i'm already 18 yet my thinking still not mature
so i must learn to look things at a bigger pic
learn to be independent
be a grown up girl
think maturely
i will show my love, care, concern, being faithful and everything to you
you are just someone sooo special that i dun wanna lose
i realize how much i love you
how much i need you
someone who i wanna spend my life with
someone who i wanna care
someone who i wanna cherish and not lose
you are my EVERYTHING
bring fun and laughter to me
know how to cheer me up
know what i'm thinking
i swear to god
I WILL NOT COMMIT THESE MISTAKES AGAIN
I realised my mistakes and promise that this will never happen again
I REALLY LOVE HIM ALOT AND DUN WISH TO LOSE HIM.
IM REALLY SORRY HUBBY
Words to Boyf :
I'm sincerely sorry for what i have done to you. I cause alot of hurts and sadness to you. Now i have no rights or position to say anything. Now i know what i want and i MUST learn to grow up and thinking maturely. I don want to end this relationship. Thanks for being so forgiving, understanding and giving me one more chance to change back.
I just wanna tell you, which is really from the bottom of my heart
I LOVE YOU AND WILL NEVER DO ALL THESE AGAIN IN MY LIFE
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
First BEAR from himm (23rd Sept)
23rd sept which is tuesday
hubby bring me out for movie
because he know that my mood is very very LOW
we meet up at causeway point
watch " Disaster Movie"
as it is a comedy
meet him at cinema ticket booth at 4.30pm
and guess what???
he got me a BEAR
which he have promise me long ago
i was sooo surprise
and hug the bear all the way
aft movie, we from causeway point walk back to my house
first time taking a walk with him so long
and we chat all the way
having lots of fun with him too
we sat down at my house nearby playground
chit chat and really talk alot
he say lets give the bear a name
so we name her as "TEESHU"
here are some of the picture we took:
TeeShu~
Teeshu and Me
lOves~
**holding on tight and never let go**
23rd sept which is tuesday
hubby bring me out for movie
because he know that my mood is very very LOW
we meet up at causeway point
watch " Disaster Movie"
as it is a comedy
meet him at cinema ticket booth at 4.30pm
and guess what???
he got me a BEAR
which he have promise me long ago
i was sooo surprise
and hug the bear all the way
aft movie, we from causeway point walk back to my house
first time taking a walk with him so long
and we chat all the way
having lots of fun with him too
we sat down at my house nearby playground
chit chat and really talk alot
he say lets give the bear a name
so we name her as "TEESHU"
here are some of the picture we took:
TeeShu~
Teeshu and Me
lOves~
**holding on tight and never let go**
Thursday, September 18, 2008
PISS OFF (18th Sept)
today sci module is not easy
my team only have 3manpower including me
after 1st breakout come back
boy B told me that boy A done the worksheet till ques 11
then i was so surprise
so i ask him send me the worksheet
so that me and boy B can understand
Faci came to our team first in 2nd meeting to discuss
i msn boy A ask him send me the ppt
if not we really dunno wad he did
and GUESS WHAT???
he replied me aft 10min
and say
actually is all blank
WTF!!!!!!!
throughout the discussion with faci
i kept quiet all the way
end up faci walk to another team to discuss
so, we discuss and ask around
boy A keep irritates me
his voice also very irrtating =x
keep repeating what people says
2nd breakout
say he done the excel
so we all go break awhile
come back i ask Boy B where boy A
and how's the ppt and understanding of the problem
boy B replied boy A do ppt and coming back at 2pm
and say he went up to lvl 5 teach and explain to his friend's class
when boy A come back
he did not say anything
until i ask where the ppt
he replied actually he haven do
WTH!!!! its already 2plus
so i say nvm, i do myself
was soooo piss off
he also do ppt and his ppt is useless
Now he is giving me attitude and face
super piss off
end up i do everything while trying my best to understand everything
boy B help me edit and do MISC stuffs
now trying my best to cool down
was really super piss off
first time get so piss off
**I Want To Change Team !!!!! **
today sci module is not easy
my team only have 3manpower including me
after 1st breakout come back
boy B told me that boy A done the worksheet till ques 11
then i was so surprise
so i ask him send me the worksheet
so that me and boy B can understand
Faci came to our team first in 2nd meeting to discuss
i msn boy A ask him send me the ppt
if not we really dunno wad he did
and GUESS WHAT???
he replied me aft 10min
and say
actually is all blank
WTF!!!!!!!
throughout the discussion with faci
i kept quiet all the way
end up faci walk to another team to discuss
so, we discuss and ask around
boy A keep irritates me
his voice also very irrtating =x
keep repeating what people says
2nd breakout
say he done the excel
so we all go break awhile
come back i ask Boy B where boy A
and how's the ppt and understanding of the problem
boy B replied boy A do ppt and coming back at 2pm
and say he went up to lvl 5 teach and explain to his friend's class
when boy A come back
he did not say anything
until i ask where the ppt
he replied actually he haven do
WTH!!!! its already 2plus
so i say nvm, i do myself
was soooo piss off
he also do ppt and his ppt is useless
Now he is giving me attitude and face
super piss off
end up i do everything while trying my best to understand everything
boy B help me edit and do MISC stuffs
now trying my best to cool down
was really super piss off
first time get so piss off
**I Want To Change Team !!!!! **
happy 5th months anniversary
HAPPY SWEET 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!! (17th Sept)
First of all,
i wanna wish my hubby again
"Happy Sweet 5th Month Anniversary!!!"
Yesterday at the beginning of the day
wasn't a good day
lesson ends at 5pm
yet faci still give us black face
feel like saying him
meet hubby after sch
at causeway point
had a dinner with him
at long john silver
nothing much also
cos hubby is tired
so after dinner
he send me home
and he left ... ...
hubby had a fever last night
WORRY WORRY WORRY
hope he will recover soon :)
**Get Well Soon My Dearest Love**
First of all,
i wanna wish my hubby again
"Happy Sweet 5th Month Anniversary!!!"
Yesterday at the beginning of the day
wasn't a good day
lesson ends at 5pm
yet faci still give us black face
feel like saying him
meet hubby after sch
at causeway point
had a dinner with him
at long john silver
nothing much also
cos hubby is tired
so after dinner
he send me home
and he left ... ...
hubby had a fever last night
WORRY WORRY WORRY
hope he will recover soon :)
**Get Well Soon My Dearest Love**
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
boring and sleepy day
Boring and Sleepy Day (17th Sept)
today is the start of week3 for semester 2
start to feel boring
having enterprise now
the way faci talk can really make you slp
the tone always the same
talk super slow
one ques can talk 30min
Talk alot also
even PM or president also wont talk so much
as if he is giving a speech
cannot tahan him
he can change job and be a bedtime story teller
think he will be very good at it
able to excel and strike in that line
LOL
always talk so much
so slow ... ...
his lesson always end so late
end at 5pm
really talk like a old man
make the lesson
so boring, not interesting and sleepy
not alot of ppl listening to him
he really can break the record of
talking so much, long
and
making people fall asleep
today is the start of week3 for semester 2
start to feel boring
having enterprise now
the way faci talk can really make you slp
the tone always the same
talk super slow
one ques can talk 30min
Talk alot also
even PM or president also wont talk so much
as if he is giving a speech
cannot tahan him
he can change job and be a bedtime story teller
think he will be very good at it
able to excel and strike in that line
LOL
always talk so much
so slow ... ...
his lesson always end so late
end at 5pm
really talk like a old man
make the lesson
so boring, not interesting and sleepy
not alot of ppl listening to him
he really can break the record of
talking so much, long
and
making people fall asleep
Monday, September 15, 2008
mid autumn festival
Happy Mid Autumn Festival (14th Sept)
First of all
i wanna wish my hubby's mother
" Happy Birthday !!! "
reach home in the early evening
around 4plus
unpack and start helping out with mama
cook dinner with mama
hehes
rest awhile after dinner
and start taking all the things out that we are bringing down
for the gathering with neighbours
actually is having gathering with the 2families
which my mama help them nanny the kids
but 3 out of 4 had the virus of hand, foot and mouth disease
mama clean and wash whole house after knowing this
kinda sad and feeling bored
went down to help out and accompany family awhile
headed to admiralty meet jiamei and friends
all laugh at me say
" ohya. tmr you hab sch "
hahahs.
play and slack with them
till 11pm and
Home Sweet Home :D
8th Sept
First of all
i wanna wish my hubby's mother
" Happy Birthday !!! "
reach home in the early evening
around 4plus
unpack and start helping out with mama
cook dinner with mama
hehes
rest awhile after dinner
and start taking all the things out that we are bringing down
for the gathering with neighbours
actually is having gathering with the 2families
which my mama help them nanny the kids
but 3 out of 4 had the virus of hand, foot and mouth disease
mama clean and wash whole house after knowing this
kinda sad and feeling bored
went down to help out and accompany family awhile
headed to admiralty meet jiamei and friends
all laugh at me say
" ohya. tmr you hab sch "
hahahs.
play and slack with them
till 11pm and
Home Sweet Home :D
Photos time !!!
All taken on 9th Sept
Done by ME...
loves
Done by Hubby
Done by Baby
8th Sept
Darling and Me
**Being loves is always so sweet and lovely**
Saturday, September 13, 2008
potato salad
FIrst Time ... (13th Sept)
Today is saturday
this is my first time
making potato salad
making potato salad
dunno why suddenly
wan learn how to make and try
Very long didnt enter kitchen
think the very last time i enter kitchen
is me making oreo cheese cake or tiramisu
is me making oreo cheese cake or tiramisu
cant remember
and guess what ... ...
i cut my finger
omg. bleeding.
but its okay :)
will be more careful the next time
Bring some for hubby to try
but it was a disappointment
he dun like
cos got milk taste
think is the mayo i use bahs
but nvm
diff ppl have diff taste
he say the potato salad with egg will better
This is my first time making food for him
hehes
next time i won't make anything related to milk, may and cheese
cos he dun like
had a great fun and realli enjoy myself with hubby this weekends
very long din such a great fun with my boy
really enjoyable
we had pillow fight too
he very violent and rough to me :(
**Thanks for all the happy and enjoyable moments. Loves you lots lots**
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Finally !!!
The Day Is Finally Here !!! (7th Sept)
Loves
**Cherish each other and not lose each other again**
Sat, Hubby was very disappointed in me
Bcos i PS him and went out with friends
Bcos i PS him and went out with friends
I'M SORRY, HUBBY !!!
i don't mean it
won't do it again le
I make up on Sunday
My kind Hubby willing to forgive
came my house in the afternoon
and GUESS WHAT?
he suddenly take out the rings
put it back onto my finger
i was so surprise and shock
cause i didn't expect it
due to the past few days
spend the whole day with hubby
and he start using my webcam to camwhore
Here are the pic :)
Loves
**Cherish each other and not lose each other again**
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
First day of sem 2
First day of Semester Two (3rd Sept)
Today is the beginning of semester two
Morning meet up with Amenda, Boon, Yang, HongBin and Yang's friends
After that .. ..
Meet up with Suli and AhYang
Suli wants to collect her pay and buy jeans
Shop around bugis
Suli also bought same watches as me
After getting the watches
Here are some pics taken on e bus:
Today is the beginning of semester two
New class, New classmates and New facilitator
Overall, my class was alright
Can see that they are friendly and a bunch of funny people
Will get to know them more slowly
Morning meet up with Amenda, Boon, Yang, HongBin and Yang's friends
Walk to school tgt
One big group of people
Although all of us are separated to different blocks
we still chat in MSN, meetup during breakouts and after school
(2nd Sept)
Went civic party world to look for Ying, Fann, Amirah and Jiamei
Try to help them get some discounts
have a short chat with them
After that .. ..
Meet up with Suli and AhYang
Headed down to Bugis
Suli wants to collect her pay and buy jeans
Had our dinner at MOS
Yummy!! nice nice~
3rd time eating MOS
Shop around bugis
after spending so much time on choosing and finding
finally
bought 2watches from bugis street
it only costs 5bucks each
cheap and nice
hees. long wanted to get watch le
Suli also bought same watches as me
one red and one white
After getting the watches
its 10plus
so we took 960 and headed home
Had a great fun with them
on e way there we play on the bus
on the way back home is camwhoring
Here are some pics taken on e bus:
FishBalls
Muackies~
Suli JunYang Serene
**A brand new start of a Semester. JIAYOU!!! **
Monday, September 1, 2008
tonning at west coast park
Kent Ridge Mountain Biking Trail (31st August)
30th August
went out in the evening.
meet up with suli, menda, ah yang, boon and one of boon frenz
decided to go west coast park to ton
as kent ridge have lots of mosquitoes and monkey
i dunno its true anot to have lots of monkeys
so ya, i oso dun wish to feed on mosquitoes.
Had a great fun at west coast park.
Norman and friends came to accompany us
Had mac for dinner
walk around in the park
play the playground
back to the old past
hahahhs.
Had lots of fun at the playground
although we only play one game which is the so called "swings"
at first i feel so scare
but after a few playing a few times, you will not feel so scare
Ah yang have use all his strenghts to push everyone of us
swing up very high but its fun :)
After playing, we went to the net to lie down and look at the sky
slacking, thinking, talking, listening to songs and glazing at the stars
feeling so good
it was my first time tonning outside with them
Before going to the playground
Ah yang and his frenz cycle to mac and get some foods as they are hungry
Ate some fries with menda, suli and ah yang
That day is a very bad day for Norman
He play card game with ah yang and mickie
and lost all the games
he have to do forfeits
first forfeits was to shake the net which me and suli is lying on
second is to climb up the lamp post and stay there for 20secs
just lyk a kola bear. hahahs.
Third is to buy a large coke
Forth and so on is 20pieces nuggets
That night all of us ate nuggets
just like nuggets marathon
Went cycle one round with them
it has been so many yrs even since i cycle
Around 4.45am, we start walking over to Kent ridge Park
it was a very very long distance
decide to take cab once the time is 5.45am
which is the time we need to report =x
Thanks to Norman and friends to bring us over
as none of us know how to go
Reach Kent Ridge at 6am
not alot of people report at the time stated
My job there was to refill 100plus drinks for the riders
It was an easy job
but i was so tired that I'm so lazy
Cherish all rest time to slp
was simply too tired
Saw all the riders racing
They were so cool and fit
There were women, men and kids category
There were kids as young as 5yrs old
they were so cuteeee
Din manage to get the photos of them riding
if not i will be able to show you guys
The whole event starts at 8am and end at about 3plus
Got a free shirt at the beginning of the event and change into it
as we were ask to
after the event we got a Adidas shirt
It was my first Adidas shirt and its red in color. =D
Nice and love it
After the event, cab down with Ah yang to watch my coach open cup final match
I miss half of the whole game
reach there went to find Janice, Ying and Fann
We also watched the guys match
Was a interesting match
After the matches
Home Sweet Home
Was soo tired that when i reach home
bathe, unpack all the my stuffs and eat my dinner
After that
Go to LaLa land
hehehs
Slept for 15hours
very long didn't sleep for so long and early
Was feeling so good.
That's all.
Nites peeps! ^^
**Misses My Candy Floss**
30th August
went out in the evening.
meet up with suli, menda, ah yang, boon and one of boon frenz
decided to go west coast park to ton
as kent ridge have lots of mosquitoes and monkey
i dunno its true anot to have lots of monkeys
so ya, i oso dun wish to feed on mosquitoes.
Had a great fun at west coast park.
Norman and friends came to accompany us
Had mac for dinner
walk around in the park
play the playground
back to the old past
hahahhs.
Had lots of fun at the playground
although we only play one game which is the so called "swings"
at first i feel so scare
but after a few playing a few times, you will not feel so scare
Ah yang have use all his strenghts to push everyone of us
swing up very high but its fun :)
After playing, we went to the net to lie down and look at the sky
slacking, thinking, talking, listening to songs and glazing at the stars
feeling so good
it was my first time tonning outside with them
Before going to the playground
Ah yang and his frenz cycle to mac and get some foods as they are hungry
Ate some fries with menda, suli and ah yang
That day is a very bad day for Norman
He play card game with ah yang and mickie
and lost all the games
he have to do forfeits
first forfeits was to shake the net which me and suli is lying on
second is to climb up the lamp post and stay there for 20secs
just lyk a kola bear. hahahs.
Third is to buy a large coke
Forth and so on is 20pieces nuggets
That night all of us ate nuggets
just like nuggets marathon
Went cycle one round with them
it has been so many yrs even since i cycle
Around 4.45am, we start walking over to Kent ridge Park
it was a very very long distance
decide to take cab once the time is 5.45am
which is the time we need to report =x
Thanks to Norman and friends to bring us over
as none of us know how to go
Reach Kent Ridge at 6am
not alot of people report at the time stated
My job there was to refill 100plus drinks for the riders
It was an easy job
but i was so tired that I'm so lazy
Cherish all rest time to slp
was simply too tired
Saw all the riders racing
They were so cool and fit
There were women, men and kids category
There were kids as young as 5yrs old
they were so cuteeee
Din manage to get the photos of them riding
if not i will be able to show you guys
The whole event starts at 8am and end at about 3plus
Got a free shirt at the beginning of the event and change into it
as we were ask to
after the event we got a Adidas shirt
It was my first Adidas shirt and its red in color. =D
Nice and love it
After the event, cab down with Ah yang to watch my coach open cup final match
I miss half of the whole game
reach there went to find Janice, Ying and Fann
We also watched the guys match
Was a interesting match
After the matches
Home Sweet Home
Was soo tired that when i reach home
bathe, unpack all the my stuffs and eat my dinner
After that
Go to LaLa land
hehehs
Slept for 15hours
very long didn't sleep for so long and early
Was feeling so good.
That's all.
Nites peeps! ^^
**Misses My Candy Floss**
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