i really hate it when there's IT problem 

25th Nov 2009
Flash Back <3

yesterday night log in friendster see all the past

is wenxi remind me of friendster.. haha

went to see our profile, photos and testi..

here are all the testi he wrote to me before and after we got together ><

04/10/2008 12:34 am

LOL.. Gal thanks for your testi ar.

thats lyk so much much better!

your face also nice to pinch lor..

"HAA!"

and u have an unique way of laughing.LOL

04/10/2008 1:07 am

ahahah..

u look nice when u smile mah..

thats y i keep making u laugh..LOL

tats a compliment from Jeff..haha

04/24/2008 2:52 am

yes baby?

LOL

04/25/2008 12:21 am

BOO!

haha, your dear one is here.

ANW thanks for the day baby!i enjoyed myself.

Loves

04/25/2008 5:24 pm

Baby Li hai lor..LOL*clap*

Must aim for more A's ..

^^

05/02/2008 12:17 am

Yea...

HAVE FUN IN THE CAMP K!

loves

05/21/2008 4:11 pm

(:

05/30/2008 3:33 pm

RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !

wake up! hahaha

09/10/2008 4:51 pm

PIG!

10/02/2008 1:46 am

I love u too my dear(:

you know im gonna be there for u always.

For you, i promised.

iloveyouBaby

10/14/2008 1:36 am

im here to drop a comment for my dear gal..lol

just to tell u no matter what happen, i will always be there for u..ehehe

iloveyou..hug*

some sweet and lovely testi from him

flash back our sweet memories

finally get to watch my 2012 on monday with hubby

the show is super nice..must watch =D

Happy happy*

aft movie meet wenxi to do our PP

thanks alot for your help XLB xD

lovesss..besties =D

memories always kept in heart <3

19th Nov 2009
Out to PastaMania During Lunch Break

Honda FIT can fit 9ppl including driver ><

Aft she use my HP to take a pic of hers

My HP hang =(

LOL!














Sharlene claimed that its artistic = =

Cherlyn the driver <3

Shawn the long leg














PeiYong (Piong~) , Natalie, Berlin and ME =D

BoonKeong, Wenxi and Sharlene (SiaoChaoBor)

PastaMania xD

fun day out with them 
thanks cherlyn the drive who drove us <3

stayed in school aft lesson to study and slack with Wenxi, Sharlene and PeiYong <3

16th Nov 2009
Photos with the Kids =D



















Keegan



















Mr Fart of the Day ><



















Elvin~



















FeiFei~ Dawson xD

i know the photos are dark
but i'm lazy to edit and brighten the photos ><

21st Nov 2009
Memories

Your birthday celebration planned by me

brought you to White Dog Cafe at vivo city for dinner

My birthday celebration planned by you

brought me to Singapore Flyer which i wanted to go

also the first tym we played the gacha bear <3

Valentine's Day :

Sentosa, Underwater World, Sky Ride and Luge

West coast :

our first tym flying kite together

lots of funny happenings happened =D

Town and Bugis :

The day we went out for dating

West Coast :

Our first WCP together

also our first Sunset together

there's alot more to go...

but i only randomly choose this few

miss the time, fun and places that we had gone before

the laughter, the happiness, the smile, everything

the sweetness we used to have, the loveliness of us

the smile on our face, the way you dote me and everything

things happen because of me

locking him too much

the smile and everything has gone

just wanna say 

I love you 

I miss you

20th Nov 2009
Friday~

as usual im tired

force myself to wake up

meet wenxi as she was late too, go kfc buy breakfast(:

new faci for html module

a nice faci i think cos today was our first lesson with her

laugh and talk~

today is individual work

need do the CSS coding for blog and everyone in a team have to do different layouts

completed my coding =DD

in 1h 30min time, i will be having my S.A.D UT

didn't study and going to die later

cos it is sooo theory that most of us don't understand =(

I WANT GO OUT DATE WITH HIM~

I WANT WATCH MOVIE WITH HIM~

i can't lie that its tears when i think of what you have said

i will try not to lock you so much

i will try to overcome my fear

but i can't guarantee that i can do a good job

the smile, happiness and fun has gone, it'll be back soon

miss that period when we were so close and lovely~

19th Nov 2009
Thursday

think i catch a cold

feeling very cold and having flu

feeling tired too

today had html ut

my 'A' fly away =((

not enough time for everyone

so didnt manage to complete the whole ut

second break went out for lunch with a bunch of crazy people

they are super high and crazy especially SHARLENE~~~

wed skip class and i miss out a "show" put up by SHARLENE and HAKIM

will upload pics when i'm free

nights peeps =D

I Miss You <3

what had happen to me?

why have i become like this?

i really don't want to be like this

hubby, can/will you help me with this?

if this continue, i think it is going nowhere

i really love you alot

but i dunno what had happen to me

='((

16th Nov 2009
Monday

overslept today =X

8.30am woke up and give my dear morning call

today he manage to wake up *happy*

although im late, i still make breakfast for him

cook egg and bread for him

cause he say he miss my cooking =D

gonna cook for him meals when my family go msia

and he will overnight at my place till my family is back

weeee~~ happy happy xD

can't wait for that weekends to come

this photo may not seems appealing but its nice k =P

15th Nov 2009
Sunday

weekends pass so fast

tml will be a brand new week again

whenever i have bad dream, hubby will always say

dreams always will be opposite

its won't happen de

this morning, i dream again

its a good dream to me

i dream of i'm getting marry with hubby

will it be opposite and not come true?

sometimes i'm thinking

will we have the future of ours?

what will happen to us in the future?

there's alot of questions which we do not know

all we can do is cherish our everyday

arguments and quarrels will happen between couple

whether will we end, all depends on ourselves

if our love is strong enough, nothing can break us up

but there will definitely be some fear

if u ppl out there got someone u really love

cherish him/her and hold on tight no matter what happen

quarrel/argument will make u take the wrong move or even say those very hurtful words

so think of each other feelings

and not always hurt him/her

say out everything and not keep tolerate till one day you explore

it will be very unfair to your partner

try not to have cold war or cool down period

things may turn out negative instead of positive

girls need their love one to love,care,dote,coax, etc

girls may be unreasonable, so do guys

understand girls and not hurt them

guys also need what girls need

sometimes guys also need girls to coax them

do not do what your partners dislike or will get unhappy/sad over

tml will be a better day =D

got once got twice

will it continue to have forth, fifth?

or even weekly?

what should i do?

what answer should i give?

do i regret?

i really dunno

had lunch with hubby just now

super full~

didn't finish my food

no appetite i think ):

feeling sad after he left

didn't really see his face

don't know how to face him when we kiss goodbye

cause i know i'm sad ='(

only see his back view when he walking back to his class

later won't be able to see him too

my php is almost done

tired, sad, headache

maybe taking a rest first before faci approach me

no one pei me to interchange later ):

cherlyn driving today and she's going work later

kelly's bf driving her home

the rest should be meeting friends

Hubby later must enjoy your MJ o

must win k?

remember to take your dinner and go home early

don worry bout me

i'm fine and will find things to do

remember to text me and miss me ><

loves~ muacks!

12 Nov 2009
Thursday

life still goes on

i didn't go think much about it

anyways their plans change to today

slept super late last night with hubby

couldn't sleep as mind is still thinking something else

but my hubby pat me till i fall asleep *sweet* =D

today will be alone after school

cherlyn can't accompany me as she has to work =(

gonna find something to keep myself occupied

so that time will pass faster

today is thursday and i'm in school

only attended 1 lesson of today's module

must try not to pon class le

php lesson, very lost

dunno what to do

my team also cmi

all like doing own things and dunno how to do

later having php UT

heard faci say its gonna be hard

one word to say... DIE~

okay i will stop here

gonna go struggle with my php codings

ciao~

10 Nov 2009
Tuesday (:

after taking afternoon nap

woke up saw hubby's hp de sms

i don't know what feeling i have

don't know how to react to it

so i acted i didn't see anything

but hubby asked me about it

i don't know how to reply nor do i know how to answer his ques

i just keep say i don't know

asked him a few questions

and i don't think i should say a NO

cause this is the second time he told me he really feel like going

i know my answer would be a NO if he really want me to answer

think awhile about it

since he wanted to go, i agree to it

its his freedom, i can't always keep him by my side

but if is his buddy ask him out, i would say a yes

keep thinking about it when going home...

sometimes we have to give in

although i know i would be sad/unhappy

but if this little give in can bring me long term happiness

i wouldn't mind

i won't always expect a return for every give in

cause you will not know what will happen after it

it might bring you disappointments

1/2 days unhappiness of me can exchange his happiness

i wouldn't mind but i don't think i can do it all the times

okay i will stop here for now

not going to say out too much (:

i won't expect much

just want to have your

accompany,attention, care, love...

happiness of ours <3

I need you, Hubby ='(

ytd went to JP cut hair with love

my hair now is short (:

had breakfast at long john silver

yummy~~~

in class today

super tired

having HTML lesson

today change team

minah, natalie and another 2malays

things don't change overnight

but i believe it will get better after some time

2nd Nov 2009
Is Something Missing?

today isn't a very good day for me

connection sucks to the hell

all thanks to my brother

keep downloading movies and never think of others

play games lag till nothing to say

keep dc too

dc from game is not i want

i also can't do anything to prevent it

if there is i will definitely go do it

since last weekends, everything seems to change

temper, relationship, mood

i dunno, just feel something is missing

i don't like the situation now between us

i'm afraid something bad will happen to us

our temper aren't good this few days too

maybe is because i affected you to be in this way ?

i don't know

i really hate you when you get piss off

sometimes i feel like pissing off too

but i hold back cause i don wan any quarrel happen between us

hope everything will be over soon and back to normal
just wanna say no matter what happen between us
i still love you the most <3