It will never change the Me in You

AND AND AND

You will never able to understand how hurt it is

This few days/week has been busy planning for hubby's 21st 

Its my first time putting in sooooo much effort and feeling so stress

In my 20years of life, this is the first time i book a chalet (: 

Have been losing sleep and have can't concentrate on studies too

Anyways, i wanna thanks to all my friends who helped me

and Thanks CHERLYN DEARIE accompany me all  the way down to pasir ris just to book the chalet after a tiring school day.. appreciated <3

can say the thing i stress most has settled but not fully

i guess the rest of the things can settled easily 

ohya! there's one more thing i need to stress over too =(

but whatever it is, i'm doing it for my loved one so it's worth it

i wanna make a memorable 21st for him but i cant promise

it can't be a very perfect one too 

people around me will know how much effort i put in for his 21st 

also know how tired and stress i am as they can see it from their eyes

calling here and there, asking around, and i have did whatever i can to hunt down all chalet in singapore

BUT! July is soooo fully packed *disappointment*

Tomorrow i'm going to let my hair down to enjoy SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG'S CONCERT!!!

WOOOOHOOO~~~~

cant wait for it man.. excited~ OMG OMG OMG~ HAHA! (: 

*you will nvr know how hurt it is to know that i'm this type of person to you*

LoveJeffTBS <3

HAPPY 25th MONTHSARY HUBBY! <3

LoveJeffTBS<3

i always thought that the changes in me do make you happier and make this relationship better 

beside the coldness i have given you 

i thought what i expect to get from you won't be too much from what i have expected from you the past 1year plus 

but i think i'm wrong and things turn complicated

maybe is the way i handle things 

you may not know the real reasons behind it 

things aren't clear at all

misunderstanding here and there
but hubby, i know you are doing it for love

whenever i'm missing you

i will take my hoodie to smell your perfume smell

i will on my itouch to listen to my favourite song you sing that i have recorded that day

i will read all the smses you have sent me

i will hug the 2bears you bought for me to sleep

i will do whatever things that makes me feel like you are beside or nearby me

i appreciate the effort you have done for me

thanks hubby <3

our characters and personalities are different 

but there's one important that is common within us

is that we are crazy in love with each other

LoveJeffTBS <3

just read one blog post and ...

I believe there will be one day for the changes

and you will understand it one day too

I will wait for the day and hope there will really be a day 

LoveJeffTBS <3

49 Sweetest Things To Do With Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend
 

1.    Back rubs/massages.

2.    French Kiss.

3.    Whisper to each other.

4.    Skinny dip.

5.    Hold hands.

6.    Buy gifts for each other.

7.    Roses.

8.    Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you’re together.

9.    Kiss at every chance you get.

10.    Lightly kiss their collarbone and their jawbone just below the ear, then whisper I love you.

11.    Hugs are the universal medicine.

12.    Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13.    Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14.    Tell her that she’s the only girl you ever want. Don’t lie.

15.    Spend every second possible together.

16.    Tell her that she doesn’t have to do anything she doesn’t want to. And mean it.

17.    Look into each other’s eyes.

18.    Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

19.    When in public, only flirt w/ each other.

20.    Put love notes in their pockets when they aren’t looking.

21.    Buy her a ring.

22.    PDA = Public Display of Affection.

23.    Take advantage of any time alone together.

24.    Tell her about how you answered every question in math with her name.

25.    Let her sit on your lap.

26.    Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and fingers, and cheeks, and collarbones, and hands, and ears.

27.    Always hold her around her hips/sides.

28.    Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

29.    Unless you can feel their heart beating, you aren’t close enough.

30.    Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

31.    Break every one of your parent’s relationship rules for them.

32.    Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes.

33.    Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

34.    Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

35.    Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few hours.

36.    Ride home and call them.

37.    Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

38.    Brush her hair out of her face for her.

39.    Hang out with his/her friends.

40.    Learn from each other and don’t make the same mistake twice.

41.    Everyone deserves a second chance.

42.    Make sacrifices for each other.

43.    Really love each other, or don’t stay together.

44.    Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren’t thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45.    Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46.    Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

47.    Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

48.    Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

49.    Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, “Sweet dreams.”

LoveJeffTBS <3

5th May 2010
FINALLY MY TURN~

today finally its my turn to meet him up

3days off and he got activities with his buddies 

so only today den can meet dao him 

Nothing much also, nothing special, just normal 

got happy, sad, unhappy, angry 

went to watch IP MAN 2!!!!

ITS SUPER NICE~!!

and i enjoyed his accompany =D

no photos taken, 

if im not wrong the very last tym we take photo is redang trip ba

LoveJeffTBS <3

there's nothing i can do neither can i say anything

i swear it has nothing got to do with that person 

no one knows the meaning of it even my closest deariess

yesterday i hug our jacket everywhere i go 

i hugged and smelled it as it got your house smell

it makes me feel that you are near me

even i reach home i still hug it all the time 

even when i'm sleeping last night till now in class

LoveJeffTBS <3

At that moment, i can feel you

How I Wish That Moment Would Stay

LoveJeffTBS <3