My Only Happiness...



always loving you
always missing you
always thinking of you

you are always on my mind
always in my heart

only you understand me
know what i want
know what im thinking
know what it takes to make me happy

only you can give me the long term true happiness
the happiness that i want
and i believe you will always do

IWillAlwaysLoveYouEternity

H1N1 in RP...

just now my dear boy bought my favourite ice cream and snacks
lays classic and ben&jerry ice cream
woohoo~!

gonna have abit of it later
cause it can cheer me up
loves loves

just receive a news about H1N1 in RP
now there are 9cases of H1N1 in RP
AND
ONLY YEAR ONES are having holiday

what is RP thinking????
whole school is air-con interlink and the virus will spread very fast
but they are only letting year ones to stop schooling currently

NYP is having extended holiday due to H1N1
hope RP will also faster take actions of letting us stop schooling currently after they have settle and clean the whole RP
or else there will definitely have more people getting H1N1

Family & Love

i know it was me who...

hurt you
make you disappointed
make you sad
make you cry
make you feel betrayed
make you vex
make you feel stress

i know sometimes i may hurt you unintentionally without knowing it
im sorry!

this 2weeks, my heart keep aching...
alot of things keep coming in my mind
had alot of thoughts too

in people's eyes i may be a very bad person
but my heart isn't
people do make mistakes but they will also change if they realize and have the heart to change
i do make mistakes and i will also change

in my life, there are 3groups of people that are very important to me
family, bf and friends...
strangers look at me, may think im a bad person or they heard rumours
i don't really care...

but i don't wish those impt people in my life to look at me in this way
it really hurt , really...

we can't judge people from the surface of the book
we must see through a person's heart before making conclusion of a person

now i understand how those people feel when they are having the same problems
i really don't wish those impt people in my life to judge me from the surface
or keep think im always the past me, wont change

what i can say is that, im no longer the past me already
it also don't take one night to change too..(hope my family would understand)
it really hurt when i know you are judging me from the past
and not realizing the little change of mine

don't expect too much from me or keep giving stress

it really hurts me alot when i know people are looking at me in a negative way

hope after saying out everything today, things will change and i will feel better (:
look forward and be positive...
jiayou serene!

i really love my family and my boyfriend

22 June 2009
Happy Chinese Birthday Daddy

today is my daddy chinese birthday
his birthday was actually on 10July

we gonna celebrate today
mama say dinner buy KFC
woohoo~
im going to buy cake for my dearest daddy ^^

JustWannaLoveMyBoyEternity

21 June 2009
Happy Fathers' Day

reached home around 5plus
planning to play game and surf net when im at home
but my noob internet connection keep got problem
dunno why also, make me so pissed off =(

mama cook western food for dinner with miso soup
yummy yummy~

nothing much happen
but i wanna say thanks daddy for all the care and being understanding to me (:

18 June 2009
AiZhen & Elton's Wedding

firstly i wanna congrats them on their big day ^^
the bride and groom are so pretty and handsome
i was one of the "jiemei" to make the groom do forfeits
before letting him in to meet the bride
haha..quite fun as it is my first time

went back to sch for UT at 3plus
meet hubby after my UT and accompany him awhile before i leave
cos i have wedding dinner later on

was feeling so envy
during the dinner, there are two videos played
first is the animation of how they met and get together
second is the moment of them when they are young till the day he propose
the videos is funny and touching
second march in they sang the song "lian ai pin yu"
so sweet~ haha

had lots of thoughts in my mind
but i think its not the time to say it out (:

LoveMyBoySoMuch

17 June 2009
Party World

went party world with my boy, alouis and limei GF
the singing session was fun
very long nvr hear my boy sing

limei GF was like so high
end up all of us high with her
jumping and dancing on the sofa
singing loudly without using mic
haha

went to catch movie with my boy after my UT
watched "Ghost of Girlfriends Past"
not bad afterall

after that went to shops to look for dress
for the wedding dinner tml
hubby choose for me and i trust his taste (:

took alot of photos
i shall let the photos do the talking (:

camwhore after my UT in rp's toilet.. lol..

Party World photos (:

there are more photos

all are in my facebook, can drop by to take a look ^^

today i really enjoyed myself alot

once again Happy 14th Monthsary to my love

Happy 14th Monthsary My Love

wanna wish my hubby
happy 14th monthsary

thanks for making this day to happen

although now you may look fine but i know in your heart, it isn't
baby really hope you will tell me everything
like if i do anything you don't like can just tell me
just like how i did
but i will still take note of my actions

feel like asking you over and spend the whole night with me

just wanna tell my boy that

i have changed
no longer the past serene
my heart tells me, i only love you and need you alot
only wanna be with you eternity
i also wanna settle down with you
hubby trust me
no matter what i do
i only love you
i will not commit the same mistakes again
i cant live without you
you're my everything, my life

iloveyou, tbs
i promise

傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯的多 爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

people out there may think you are a fool
you may think you are also a fool
forgiving me again and again

im sorry that i hurt you again
but i really don have that intention and thinking
i only know i love you
in my heart only have you
no one else can replace you in my heart

i will take note of my actions
put you into my shoes
sorry hubby
iloveyou

**I Promise**